2011-03-19

I'm a liar.

Tonight,
how many people are crying like me?
how many people are laughing that I wish I could be?
how many people are suffering like my heart?
It was painful.
who knows?
nobody.

I know in mine word ,I'm foolish enough. 
compare with the victim in Japan
I'm just a little small small case
normal case
I just cannot adapt to the end.
I just wanna talk alone with my blog.

I wish to lock myself into a locker.
Nobody will saw I'm crying.
When I blogging,I can't control my tear.
It's ok.
 I try to keep away from my mom.
She will sad than me.

My dear,If I told u,I'm ok
that's a lie.
Does you know?
If I told you,I'm not going to think too much
that's a lie too.
Did you know?

How many thing you know that I had done for you?
Do you know how much I LOVE YOU?
I HATE I LOVE YOU.

I viewed a post before.
"一个男人如果真的爱你,肯定不会冷落你超过3天。
因为他不会让你等那么久,而自己也没办法忍那么久"

I will wait 3days.
Even exceed 3 days,I still keep waiting.
because I love you.
don't say I'm a stupid.
many word wanna say out.
But don't know how to given it out.
maybe I'm alone after that.
maybe we're more happiness after that
How many percentage that we will be ok?

I still believe our promise
At lease,mine is true.
I want you stay by me.
could you?
I don't want to be you friend.
And I'm not going to please you.

In the night,I still miss you
I still love you
I still care about you
and my heart crash by the truth
my tear keep dropping down
Finally,I cry like hell.
who is going to worry about me? 

don't sympathy for me,
I wont feel well.
sorry I should not say like this
I know some of friends are really care about me.
when u all asking me and comfort me,I'm more hurt.
I don't  know why.

i WANNA happy tonight.
who want to accompany me.
Nobody I want
I just want you.

2 条评论:

  1. 要坚强! 那一夜我也像你一样哭了一整个晚上 ,因为自己最爱的人告诉我,因为寂寞才想找个人来陪根本没有爱,重开始到现在八个月都还是一样只是寂寞才交往。。我也是哭了一个晚上

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  2. 谢谢你:D
    我现在才发现,自己的世界很重要。

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